2022.3/30 Graduation trip of all graduation trips

     Graduation trip in my 28, I drink like I am still in graduate school. On Monday morning, when I was waked up by the owner of ryokan, for one moment I didn't even know where or who I am. I went down the floor with all other hangover heads to have breakfast. Like I've never worked for two years, like I never submit my thesis, like Covid never happened.

     My last graduation trip might end this two years of borrowed student days, but what I learned is that we should never define your life by your age or your situation. I always thought growing up is an end. Before I grew up, I supposed to finish my underground castle in Minecraft. or even got commercial pilot license. But now I realize, growing up is never an end. Nothing except death should be the end.

     People change, again and again. Some became a better person and some didn't. Most of people became more like the society they're living in. We play a reluctant masquerade to get more resources, and the costume will get more and more difficult to take off. One day, some of us might even forget that we were once an audience before. 

     There is no great meaning, or any destiny about growing up, only some fading dreams in the blurring memories and daily life.